finally, im able to create a new blog! ive been wanting to do this for some time now because i want to form a habit of filling my blog as often as i can, and i plan to do it daily. good luck to me.
anyways, i was able to watch for the first time, the series "young americans" (i cant remember if it comes with an 's'). i must say, i was moved by the story and how the actors fit the roles they play. I personnaly like Hamilton, the son of the dean and teacher, whom i cannot remember the names. He's soooo cute and even the story between him and the supposed "jake". what i cant quite understand is why 'jake' has to pretend he's a guy. im sure there's a story behind it...maybe she/he wants to be close to Hamilton or maybe she/he wants to study in a private school...i hope there's a deeper reason behind coz the reasons i stated are really shallow ones and there kinda common.
i like how will tells his story. how he speaks from his mind. i like the thoughts that he contemplates on because most are the same thoughts i have. i like the setting and place of the series. i like how the characters act and take on their roles. it feels so close to my heart watching them and understanding every story that unfolds as i sit there waiting for our laundry woman to finish her set of dirty clothes to wash. the series, the stories and the people made me think of how i really wanted to live my life. I know that part of me is saying that the lives they live is the kind of life i want for me..its not perfect but there's freedom there. there's the opportunity to discover one's self and grow and be who you want to be.
i know that a factor why i like the story and the series is because it has brought to life my desires, which i cannot tell at least completely, boldly and vividly to others, even to my closest friends. but i know that there's a way for me to achieve what i have long desired and dreamed.
so much for a good start...im off to my bed now coz i dont want to be late for tomorrow's work. one thing in starting new and fresh is that it gives me hope to really be diligent and faithful in what i want to do. so ill be working for a no-late week..and then month and then two months and then three months.....
ive got so many things going in my head..mind..and im determined to write them all down here..
